andsoitgoestoo

In my infinte wisdom I decided to stop smoking during this. Yes it makes sense. No one will bring me ciggies cuz I told them what I was doing. Although last night I told Michael I was going to go through his car. At this point it is totally in my mind, not physical.

I think it would be easier if I could start walking, etc. so that I saw the reason for this ... getting healthy.

I just want one. But I know that is the addict talking.

ack.