Sunday, July 08, 2007
feeling blah
I don't know whether it is depression or the big C or what, but I just have no energy. I am not tired enough to nap. But when I try and do something it feels like a very big chore.
I think I need some joy in my life. Something to give my life meaning more than just getting through the day.
Next week I have the kids until Thursday night and then they are going on their annual vacation with Missy, Camille and Michel to Three Mile Island, NH. I am glad they are going because there is no money for vacation for me/us this summer.
They get back on the 21st and then Eli leaves for a week for Band Camp. He has never been to away camp. Never even been away from one of his parents for more than a sleepover. I already miss him. I can't imagine being away from him that much. Lordy, I am going to be a mess when he goes to college.
Oh well, boo hoo. Poor me. Buck up sister, buck up.
I guess I will try and continue making my office into a den/office instead of a monument to a failed business venture.
And so it goes ...
I think I need some joy in my life. Something to give my life meaning more than just getting through the day.
Next week I have the kids until Thursday night and then they are going on their annual vacation with Missy, Camille and Michel to Three Mile Island, NH. I am glad they are going because there is no money for vacation for me/us this summer.
They get back on the 21st and then Eli leaves for a week for Band Camp. He has never been to away camp. Never even been away from one of his parents for more than a sleepover. I already miss him. I can't imagine being away from him that much. Lordy, I am going to be a mess when he goes to college.
Oh well, boo hoo. Poor me. Buck up sister, buck up.
I guess I will try and continue making my office into a den/office instead of a monument to a failed business venture.
And so it goes ...
